TABBY!!! He lives!! But... dies again... T^T My only friend who can relax me from the pressures of college and stuff in life. *hugs Tabby* And then, Tabby lives again! I am afraid to restart or shut off the computer. My poor tabby... Well, college is driven me crazy with all this work and no time for myself. T^T I want winter break to come! Still no job... It is getting to difficult to get a job. T^T.

more art will be posted today... Yay!

Ciao!

No time for art. T^T It's sucks. I am spending most of my time to study for all my classes and registering for the next term. Plus, looking for work again! Gah, I need to draw... T^T Also I missed my first day of CLP1006, which it is started TODAY! I think I am going insane with the classes. Plus, I am in a budget.

I am happy that i am in school and hanging out with friends and enjoying the college life. But, I am going insane and plus I have a professor who is the worst professor ever and he is my English professor. T^T

Well, I turned 20, my parents gave me more freedom (YAY!), I want to finish my degree a soon as possible! I already have my classes for next term.

ENG1102- English Comp 2 (taking this again grr..)
MAT1105- College Algebra
BSC1005- General Biology
HUM1020- Humanities
MUN1310- College Choir

So yeah... Well going back to study for my Macroeconomics test.

Ciao!

Hey everyone,

How are you guys? Well... I hate my summer. I really do. Most of my summer is me inside in a cold bright light doctor office or in a hospital room. I discovered that I have anemia and this week I stayed over in a hospital because I got food poisoning. Gah... I feel like I am in a horror movie. And I am not staying that in a good way. I think it was a Friday or Saturday. We were finishing dinner and I told my mom I don't feel good. I went to the bathroom and I felt very dizzy and I started to vomit and more vomit till my brother called 911 and went to the emergency room and trying to control my vomiting and the stomach pain. It was a blur to me. I just want to end the nightmare and go home. I stopped vomiting and had a fever and trying to eat. I lost my hunger and I beg my mom that i want to go home. Really do you want to stay in a small hospital room for 4 days straight and eating the worst hospital food, even thought the rosemary chicken was good... I told my mom I am scared for my well being. I told her about how I feel so stressed out from everything is going and worried about college. She told me we will try to get myself in college and she was proud and also worried for my stress levels.

And now, I'm at home, drawing, trying to relax and breathe and eating soup. I cannot eat solid foods for a week. I am afraid to vomit again.

Good news is, I'm getting better slowly, going to post the commissions in gallery and fix them with photoshop. (Hate my scanner to death... I want to smash it to pieces) I sent some to the mail, hopefully they arrive to their new homes safely. And now... I think I am going to open chibi commissions to pay to my tuition for college.

So umm... how about them yankees? Lol. XD nakura is back... well slowly i am back... >.> Does that make any sense?

Ah... doing ballet techniques and yoga feel soooo good to my body. All the stress that I carried melt away and I feel light as a feather. Ahh... I know I should not working out because of my anemia but I just cannot lay in bed and doing nothing! I love working out and I workout at least 10 to 15 minutes a day. Without anemia I can workout at lease 2 hours. Yoga is a great way to relax and workout at the same time. It totally work out your entire body. Plus you practice breathing.

Ballet and dance warm ups are great to achieve flexibility and get that dancer's lean and long body. Not only exercise but eating right is a good thing. I don't eat fast foods (I get sick from eating it), junk food (I feel heavy when I eat it) and sodas (sodas are bad!!!), and red meat. I eat like a chicken eating vegan. I eat in small portions plus I don't eat pass 9 pm.

I do not see why people complain about eating good healthy foods and exercise. ("I don't have the time or I'm busy" is not an excuse!) At least run place for 5 minutes to get your heart pumping then you move on your day.

When I started exercise I feel great and I got off from the high blood pressure pills. I feel happy and knowing that my body is getting healthy and staying fit.

Let's change the subject: College!

Well, I am ready for my fall term. I'm excited and I just cannot wait for August 24. I am in the Florida International University Dual Degree Program for Nursing. I do my two years at Miami Dade College Kendall Campus for my A.A and I transfer to FIU to get my Bachelor. Plus I do not need to fill out my FIU application to get in. I am already in. I get two degrees my A.A. and my Bach. I can use both of schools' sources. My mom and I are doing our second FASFA. Oh boy... I do hate it to fill that damn paper. Too much work.

I won't be using the computer most of the time or seeing dA. But I will try to visit soon.

Ja NE!!

Today, Michael Jackson passed away at UCLA Medical Center at Los Angeles. He was 50 years old. The media say that Michael's cause of death is cardiac arrest. I have seen a person who went into a cardiac arrest and image on Michael. It is terrible to on a person who had a profound way on the music world and our lives. I remembered when I was a little girl and listening to Michael Jackson's songs. My favorite song from him is "Smooth Criminal" and I tried to moonwalk. I epic failed on the moonwalk. Lol. My mom said, "When I hear "Remember the Time" by Michael Jackson. It reminded me how I met your father and how much we love each other and look what I have from this song, I married your father, having a beautiful life, and seeing my two babies growing up. That song brought back memories. It is sad that he passed away."

I was in shock and in denial; he seems the type of person who can live forever and never die. But dying is a part of life and all of us must accept that fact. I bet Michael is moonwalking with God and party with the angels. Lol...

He will be remember for his talent, his music, and how much he affect us in our lives.

Rest in Peace, our sweet king.

Micheal Jackson
August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009
The King of Pop

_{PS: I cried when I wrote this journal. It is too much to bear this sadness.}